Friday 24 November 2017

#Hillsong church under fire... a request in the body

Hillsong church has been under fire for a handful of things in the last while. It has been interesting to follow, think and talk to God about such things. 

It makes complete sense for this movement to be under fire. In North America, one of the strongest influences over the next generation is pop culture. So, with this platform, God is calling out children he has set apart from the beginning of time to be his ambassadors. Big names like #Bieber and #Gomez are pouring their hearts out for the world to hear... and they are pointing those that have praised them to the one they praise. God, the one that has given them all that they are, and all that they have been and will be. Nothing pleases the Father more then when the praises of man are directed back to Him. 

The responsibility of these young stars is a great one. They have more influence than any of their accusers. Their pastor sees it all from a million miles up, and he will make mistakes... like the rest of us. Can we not feel his mistakes and carry him in them as we carry our own? He knows the world is looking on, and is not flippant in his actions. He knows his responsibility, which carries more influence than anyone reading this blog.

Can we take a step back and ask for the eyes of the creator? Can we see his plan, and pray, “thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven”, while it all unfolds? Can we have a little grace, as the grace measured out will reflect our love for the one that is grace. 

Can we not share our opinion, unless we know it is God's? Please, in the family, lets keep love always before us, in all that we do. Pray for the family that has the most influence, and please don’t make a public spectacle of them. Don’t make assumptions about the heart of man when you can only see the outside. Ask for the heart of the father, as He has entrusted these people with his heart for the world.

Father, we see you doing amazing things that we don’t even understand and we want to be in line with where you are going, and what you are doing. From corporate revival to individual lives reborn we want to be part of it all. Show us our part, help us live in complete obedience, and give us a longing for you greater than any longing we have in ourselves. 

Wednesday 22 November 2017

Closer to the Heart of God...

I have noticed something happening to me over the last 2-3 years; I'm becoming more sensitive. Now some of us might say, "yup, almost 40, it is about that time"... but this morning I have realized something different...
Turning my eye from the disgust we see on TV, looking just a little too long in the eyes of a lonely elderly woman, gasping at the number of unborn girls killed each year, and sobbing for the lives of children sold into forced sex... I am broken... and knowing that there is nothing new under the sun brings me absolutely no comfort.
Heart becomes hard, needing once again to hate and not trust... turn inward, shutting it all out, independence, fear, bound for isolation once again... but as my eyes shift their gaze from hell to hope, from lost to found, focus is found. My heart has become tender to brokenness because daily I beg to see, I beg to know the heart of my Heavenly Father... and it is so tender and broken for the world around us.
It is not in me to open my heart up to the broken, to see what only a few dare to see... to loose my heart to find it again in Jesus. There is comfort in loosing something to gain an understanding of the sacred spaces and places He allows...
So yes, as I become older I am also being sensitive, but I would like to think it is not hormones with age... but rather experiencing the suspension of a heart bound for better places, and loving those that don’t yet see it.